segunda-feira, 30 de janeiro de 2012

I always need to be surrounded by people, it does not matter who they are as long as they are just right next to me, they do not even have to make me any kind of company, they just need to be there to stop me from falling down into pieces, to keep my mind occupied with anything else besides the way I am feeling right now. 
The thing is, on the rare moments I find myself alone I have this weird feeling that I'm not strong enough to keep carrying on, because I know that as soon as I find myself alone my mind will start wandering around the most hurtful thoughts, as if it wanted to hurt me even more, as if what i'm already feeling was not hurtful enough. Sometimes even my dreams won't let me have any kind of peace, maybe that is why I don't sleep much, going to bed is always the worst part, no one likes to fall asleep because they are too tired of crying.

Anyway, I still need to get up early in the morning, goodnight everyone :)

2 comentários:

Anónimo disse...

Estes textos inspiram me :)
Tens uma escrita espectacular !

Fi *

Cat's disse...

Identifico-me tanto com este texto!!..Tirando a última parte...porque se há coisa que gosto é dormir :P